THE MOST BEAUTIFUL WORD IS YOUR NAME

i never forget
i never forget the passion when we started met for the first time
i never forget

i never wonder
i never wonder that i can be with you
i never wonder

if i could i want to be with you everyday, everywhere, and everytime.
if i could i would be by your side in every step you take, every breath you take, and every tears you throw.
i want you, i want you in my every single moment
i need you, i need you in my every single breath

if i ever called the most beautiful names, that's exacly yours.
i love you.

does love need any reason?

Lady : Why do you like me..? Why do you love me?
Man : I can't tell the reason.. but I really like you..

Lady : You can't even tell me the reason., how can you say you like me? How can you say you love me?
Man : I really don't know the reason, but I can prove that I love you.

Lady : Proof? No! I want you to tell me the reason. My friend's boyfriend can tell her why he loves her but not you!
Man : Ok..ok!!! Erm... because you are beautiful, because your voice is sweet, because you are caring, because you are loving, because you are thoughtful, because of your smile, because of your every movements.

The lady felt very satisfied with the man's answer. Unfortunately, a few days later, the Lady met with an accident and became comma. The Guy then placed a letter by her side, and here is the content:

Darling,
* Because of your sweet voice that I love you...

Now can you talk? No! Therefore I cannot love you.
* Because of your care and concern that I like you..

Now that you cannot show them, therefore I cannot love you.
* Because of your smile, because of your every movements that I love you..

Now can you smile? Now can you move? No, therefore I cannot love you...
If love needs a reason, like now, there is no reason for me to love you anymore.
Do love need a reason? NO!
Therefore, I still love you... And love doesn't need a reason.
Sometimes the best and the most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen, cannot be touched, but

can be felt in the heart…

CHAPTER 3: HAPPY BIRTHDAY CALENDAR

my first blog in 2010, cheers!!
sebenernya gak terlalu tertarik buat ngeblog, cuma kalo lagi pengen aja.
jadi jarang di update. isinya juga gak menarik, sama sekali gak menarik.

menjelang penutupan tahun 2009 banyak yang tutup usia
yang mengejutkan adalah meninggalnya james owen sullivan a.k.a the rev.
Drummer Avenged sevenfold ini meninggal di rumahnya pada tanggal 28 desember 2009.
langsung muncullah pertanyaan di dalam kepala, what the hell's going on here?
we're losing one of the best drummer in the whole world. we'll miss your beat the rev.
lalu meninggalnya mantan presiden RI pun mengejutkan juga di hari menjelang tahun baru.

lalu tahun baru pun dimulai
diawali dengan gerhana bulan pada tengah malam membuat malam tahun baru makin meriah mungkin bagi sebagian orang.

that's all
at least ' happy new year 2k10 '

A WALK INTO THE DEAD END

nothing special today. Bye

CHAPTER 2 : DEPRESSION IN THE ATTIC

aaah everything blurred today. nothing special. everything makes me feel boiled. i want to punch something, i want to kick something. but this is life. this is what makes me feel alive. sometimes high sometimes low, sometimes black sometimes white. just light up your live. just give some passion on it.
aaah can't wait for next day. only 22 minutes left

IT'S HARDER TO CHANGE HUMAN NATURE THAN TO CHANGE RIVERS AND MOUNTAINS

Look around and don't ignore the sirene screams.
Our reckoning is surely near,
but we're to far away from the sky.
There's not one more day to breathe.
This will be our last chance.
Right now we are fighting against the clock.
we're broke our eternal place.
Trigger;
mirror;
harder;
Will we put our bullet in this fiction part?
This is not the end,
this just the beginning.
A part which the time isn't important than your experience.
We can't stand with our foolishness.
Everyhing hat you've created is the only thing that you'll need.
You will no find the way back home
cause everything that you know is gone.
This is not the end,

this just the beginning.

CHAPTER 1 : DEZ MOINES

beberapa hari menjelang ujian nasional; beberapa hari setelah pemilihan umum di Indonesia; libur sekolah dari hari kamis.
entah kenapa sebelum tiga peristiwa diatas terjadi seperti ada firasat yang megatakan bahwa suatu hal yang buruk bakaal terjadi. tiga peristiwa diatas menandakan pembelengguan atas diri seorang pelajar yang akan menghadapi ujian nasional.
BELAJAR; TIDAK BOEH KELUAR; ISTIRAHAT.
alhasil tiga hal yang gua lakukan adalah:
DENGER LAGU; NONTON TIVI; BENGONG.
entah kenapa tiba tiba dunia seolah tidak memihak. ahhhhhhh, dunia ini memang membosankan.